Farewell my Yoshi..

Tell me my kitty princess
How do you like it up there now?
When you can chase birds and bugs endlessly
frolicking in the warmth beneath the eternal sunshine..
no more scary noises that startle you

Now let me ask you something my beautiful furry friend
have I told you enough how much I love you?
have I shown you enough how much you mean to me?
Even after you're gone now...

You have been there during my ups and downs these past 4 years and 3 months
My four-legged baby.. my unconditional love teacher

I have missed your moist nose waking me up most mornings
your blinky eyes next to me when I called your name the first thing I woke up
My little Yoshi... my precious crazy cat
Most people just don't understand you
But how could I explain to them, how your just being have been enough for me
How you have filled my solitary moments
by being a non verbal companion
you have prevented me feeling so lonely and alone
by your way of saying hello to me most of the time when I came home

I have missed your purring sound when you laid on me
your paws-making-biscuit rituals on me just before you sleep
your slap on my hands if I moved too much when you squeezed in between me and my laptop

I miss you my dearest little love... so much already since I found you in your eternal sleep...
Farewell my Yoshi..

Thank you for having been there for me..
I will remember you just how you are
May you rest in peace sayang..

(for Yoshi: 2 March 2004 - 29 July 2008)

here's my two cents to you, my dear

in case you erased my last message and missed to read it:

only you, yourself is the responsible one for your own happiness. Spiraling down to a dark hole is a matter of choice. Keep feeding your anger, then you have chosen to be trapped in bad energy. Do the other way around and forgive.. only then can you be free from the pain that you have created yourself.

Ustream

hmm... this is kind of interesting (in a freakish kind of way)! Broadcasting yourself to the world? Maybe one day I can contribute something meaningful to this universe... but for time being.. this is kind of fun to interact with my friends... (or strangers).. with a slight hint of exhibitionist flare! hahaha...